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Unnecessary disgrace. by black-pen, literature

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Unnecessary disgrace.

She lets the waves roll onto her bare feet; digs the cool sand beneath her hands. It seems her pretty boy hasn't left her so pretty. She circles her bruised face with ocean water, leaving a salty rim. Her still graceful hand softly digs into a small bag to reveal compact - her life line. With meak hands and simple techniques she has finished. No longer is she bruised. Not hurt. Nor does any fault show. But no long is she pretty, she is shamed.

Deoxyianated Heartache. by black-pen, literature

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Delighting in Normality, . . . by black-pen, literature

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Delighting in Normality, . . .

They spend the evening together, a typical diner and movie date. But to her he didn't seem so typical and he felt the same towards her. Delight was spread across their faces all evening - enjoying one's company for the very first time. She had a history with bad boys, and he, had no history at all. Such a treat, she thought, to meet such a nice man. He brought her out for ice cream after the scary movie she had just endured. Then again, they're reasons she didn't mind. He paid willingly, then asked if she must return home. "Not just yet," she replied, though of course it was a lie. He built a shy smile to tell her he was happy, and she, retur

Untitled. by black-pen, literature

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Untitled.

I remember watching the waves roll in You playing Frank Sinatra low like all the nights before "It doesn't really fit the mood," I told you "I don't feel much like dancing." But, you just grinned and said "you'll see . . ." I waited for the song to quit and your stereo to make its final click, until for what I knew would be next spring "I didn't see" I sighed, For I told you something I could of easily pretended to understand I dug my hands down into the once warm sand I knew it would be cold from the lack of sunlight and for it was soon season change But I had to try just once more; hopeing, even though I knew I'd end

'Words past your lips.' by black-pen, literature

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'Words past your lips.'

Now there's stillness in the eyes of the girl who you had to leave behind With all her dreams that you dreamt along with her She wants you to know that this won't ruin them (not entirely anways) She ask you to not remember her, but not to forget her entirely either "We could of been something" She screamed when they cut the line "We could of been something" she still freins but, now only to herself just to make it through the nights Replying it as a heavy chest falls deep like it does for one's true love Finally falling asleep to her own voice; the lingering thought which won't subside

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SMTWTFS by black-pen, literature

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SMTWTFS

In the mental illness department cured is something not found in a bottle They'll give you worse before they find you better But pretty soon you'll be hooked Monday at noon turns to Thursday the 23rd "I want to see you back in a week" They each glare at me then repeat "I mean it" Morning, noon, and night I promise—not to put up a fight Thought suppression comes in simple light blue It gives me "my" personality WAIT! It rather steals it from me Luckily, bland sand name brand 100mg helps me sleep it all away I'm given heavy medicine each day—by mouth

Chauvinistic Plans. by black-pen, literature

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MyLittleFish by yournotagoodbye, literature

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MyLittleFish

They said you were like a fish- spending your life in the depths only to resurface in a world you couldn't breathe in. And I always thought you were a wonderful prelude to a damning life. Now cover girl, you don't cover up anything. Your makeup does not hide your flaws as you walk to the ocean and drown yourself. The beach is your last runway, the lightening your last flash. You yelled "Call this one 'Hollywood'" over your shoulder. [He told me you do not know how to swim.] ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "He's so handsome." Yeah. He can't keep his ha

All Oxygen is, is Cheap Talk by SubduedPromises, literature

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All Oxygen is, is Cheap Talk

The cheap talk is on me tonight but the gentlemen you are, you bought it all. Dragging it out like a smoker savors the inhales of a cigarette. The carbon is escaping through the corners of your lips. Oxygen runs wild through the strands of my golden locks. Bandit eyes and a smile I stole from a 10 year old girl. "Ive kept you close in form of a note." Admitting that lines 1-20 is your bible which you live by. Im downing pure caffiene and, youre casually reciting self flaws as if they were accomplishments. P o u r i n g pe

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AphroditeSmilesInTheShadows. by black-pen, visual art

AphroditeSmilesInTheShadows.

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United States
Deviant for 18 years
www.myspace.com/aphroditesmiles
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Current Residence: A Godforsaken place.
Favourite genre of music: Emo.[Post]Hardcore.Screamo.ClassicRock.
Favourite style of art: Black and white. Almost black and white.
Operating System: Windows
MP3 player of choice: I-Pod
Favourite cartoon character: Meatwad. Donitello [TMNT.]
Personal Quote: There's promise in a pill.

Favourite Movies

The Goonies. Spun. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.White Oleander.Thirteen.Jane Doe.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Rolling Stones.FuneralForAFriend.Alexis.Scary Kids.MeWithoutYou.Emery.Beatles.Pink Floyd.BrandNew.

Favourite Games

Playing sick.

Favourite Gaming Platform

Nintendo.

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ElementaryUtinsels.HpR707photosmartCam.FineMotorSkills.Photoshop.HpCameraSoftware.

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Music. Art. Reading/Writing Poetry. Just Reading in General.

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black-pen

Feb 25, 2007

Takin' from the Blog.

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Here's my heart on my sleeve, sewed in like a tattoo of hope and dreams - fantasies of you and me; please say we'll go on and on . . . To be honest, I'm actually pretty happy with the beginning of this "line." However, I don't know how much I like the part after the dash. Yet, I think it may be a little incomplete without adding more. But  when I quit being lazy I can change it all I want, right? Hey Guys and Galls: I'm working on getting to all your deviations; I just haven't had the time yet. I will though, and I'll try to comment on most of them. Until then, I bid you adieu.

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black-pen

Oct 30, 2006

Just Forget Me And . . .

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Boy problems. I still love old boy. Older boy still loves me. New boy I like, but we'll see how that goes. School is majorly stressing me out. I'll put some stuff up just so I can get access to it at school for Art Sem. Don't expect too much out of it; a lot of it's old. Drop by and send me a line.

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black-pen

Sep 8, 2006

I wasn't born to loose (and I [don't] love you.)

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[School.] School is acting "g." Like always. I like my classes alright. And I like the people in them alright. But, I plain don't want to be there. So it goes, right? I should just buck up, but I mean it's really hard doing something everyday that you absolutely hate. [Work.] Work sucks. 2 months left. All the summer girls left so I'm sad, but we keep in contact thanks to technology. I'm starting to cook a little now. Bad part is that I work every Friday night so I can't go to Football games to see Jordan. I guess it's always about the cash never the experience. [Boy.] Is gone. Makes me sad. In spite of all we've been through I don't kn

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Jan 30, 2007

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Jan 19, 2007

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